And so here it is...12 days left before I come back to Russia. Before my new life cycle begins, before I have to figure it out completely what I want next...
I must say I'm pretty damn scared now to go back and have no clue on if I get a job or find an apartment straightaway or not. Yeah I do have my degree..so what? Does it change anything in Russia? It doesn't.
I'm also scared to be alone there...I mean three and a half years ago I left Russia and my friends behind. But we all grow and change and now...there is probably just one person left that I can still call my real friend...that means that I will have to find people that somehow resemble my attitude towards life. Stick to expats in other words! I do not wish to give up speaking in English on daily basis, because I love this language and find it more easy and appropriate in many ways.
12 days left...It's final countdown. Russia soon and them my real life of an expat entries will commence.
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